To be or not to be different?

Are you comfortable on where you are right now? That security of the familiar & the tranquil life u worked so hard to achieve? Don't get me wrong, i enjoy that as much as the next guy but can't you feel the insatiable desire to let your ambitions & desires run free? Are you really content with the way things are? And that everyone does the same thing & you follow suit just because it's easier and less stressful. The way one agrees & everyone blindly consent, thinking that if everyone is doing it, it can't be wrong. Do you really wanna live like that?

God granted people ambitions, aspirations & desires. But He also created critics who judge people just because you are you. 'You can't do this,' he says, 'Stop dreaming alright', 'Pigs will fly before you could achieve that!!' These are the people put on this blessed land just to f*#$ with us.(don't mean to curse but can't really find the right word to say how i feel but that..) They could be your closest friends & family and they still put you down. They steal your shoes when you want to step forward. They sit on your shoulders when you want to touch the sky. They piss you off, not knowing they are also pissing on you.

Shit man, if they are doing this for our my *bleeping* good, then why do i feel so bad about myself huh?

There's also another kind of critic & they are the worst kind. They are Hypocrites. They sugarcoat their words when they speak to you, encourage you when the moment arrives but once behind your backs, WHAM!! They pepper-spray your dreams, snorting at the idea of you having such a impossible dream, demeaning you for what you are worth.

I find myself unable to really put my total faith on a living person anymore after a series of most unfortunate events which i wish not to elaborate.

When the time comes & you step into the heavenly gates, you see your life flash before you like a cheap soap opera. How would you feel if you realize that you had not achieve something you yearn so, so long but unable to do so because, well, you are just too darn lazy & content. Wake up people!! Go and achieve what you want to achieve. Put those words into action, you spent your life dreaming your big dream, you have more than enough time to fulfill your goal and relinquish the chance to just go to all those non-believers and say 'HAH!! I've Done It!!' Brush aside them and just get on with life.

Live life to the fullest. And most importantly, live life differently. Don't be the one who just goes with the flow, make the wave or even a ripple!! If you can, be the one that is bold enough to take the first step. Sooner or later, many will follow you. Don't wait! Aren't you tired of waiting for something to fall on your lap? I'm already wasted my life waiting for everything to come to me like love, family, friends, academic studies, etc. No more regrets. No more self-pity. I'm more than ready to make that change and be different!! Are you?